I’m hooked up to escape room games. I dreamt about it last night. Gue berasa so kasiaaan u know! (-_______-)
try submachine.

Seharian tadi panas banget, en mood gue jd rada rusak *rada, get it?*. Tapi smua worth it karena malemnya ujan =)
Ujan2 gini, jadi pengen naek mobil trus muter2in kota ga jelas arah sambil denger lagu.. liat2 kota misalnya? atau lewat jalan tol ga tau mau ke mana en tiba2 dah end up di malang? atau sidoarjo? *walaupun keliatannya kurang kerjaan..tapi gue suka! banget..lol*
Ngafe juga ok..di Starbucks, duduk deket jendela..with a good companion of course.

bye world

~Daaaagh~

ps: boring huh?
pps: tadi mati lampu 2 jam..ugh!

Words can’t describe how happy I am at the moment ^^
en this is my alter-ego speaking [damn it][am I Borat or what?][damn it]
Hooray >.<
SIALAN! (-_________-)

Clue = highlight
Playing too much escape room game, it gets into me *sebodo*

Anywaaaay…since school’s gonna reopen soon, I have work to do.
So, goodbye…

~Attraction And Reaction~

Satu minggu koq cepet banget yach? Padahal rasanya baru kemaren mulai libur Lebaran. Anyway, kapan sich masuk kuliah lagi? Di kalender yg pernah dibagi’in, katanya masuk tanggal 6.. Tapi ada yg bilang, di papan pengumuman ditulis kalo masuk lagi tanggal 8. Mana yg bener?!

On a completely different note, gue inget pernah baca ini di radityadika.com, “The idea that we can only be complete with another person is evil”. Don’t you think it’s true? As if saying that your own happiness FULLY depends on the presence of someone else.. En tanpa kehadiran si “the one/Mr.Right/Ms.Right”, lo ga bakal complete/sempurna. Tapi, sejahat2nya itu… toh pada kenyataannya emang kaya gitu kan? Kebanyakkan *kalo ga mau dibilang hampir semua* orang baru bs ngerasa sempurna kalo uda ketemu ama soulmatenya.

Kalo ada org yg ngomong dia happy being single. Gue percaya. Tapi toh bakal ada satu titik, di mana dia pasti kepikirin juga “Where’s my other-half damn it?!”. Especially cewe2 yg tinggalnya di Asia (eg.Indo) en umurnya udah mendekati 30. Mungkin dianya sendiri masi pengen single, atau emang masi belum ketemu the one.. tapi people will talk eventually. Ga peduli seberapa sukses si cewe, kalo ampe umur tertentu en blum merit, seringnya cap perawan tua bakal “mampir”. Cruel. [damn it][gue bahkan belum hit my 25][and am talking about this?!][damn it]

“the more i curhat ama feli, the more screwed up i become…like so indecisive…and these emo songs are getting to me!! NOOOOO”

AND THE MORE I CURHAT AMA MEI, THE MORE I FEEL PATHETIC OF BEING SINGLE.. *n gue jd ngerasa tamba pathetic lg abis ngomong ini*

After these few months gue jadi single and happy2… cuma gara2 crita ttg gimana pengennya gue ke Spore, trus disambung ngebahas ttg luv… Hasil akhirnya jd ngerasa kalo “bakal nyenengin banget kali yach kalo natalan ini bs ke spore ama org yg jd cowo kita en ngedate di sana” compared ama di Indo yg peginya cuma ke mall mall en mall.. Intinya, jd pgn dpt cwo yg bnr2 kt syg n bs nemenin ke spore brg [bare with the last sentence, will u?]

Tapi, kalo inget nilai2 UTS bentar lg keluar… *put my hands together, bring them to my chest and start saying “moga2 nilai UTSku bagus..A+ smua… AMEN! *

I am so sleepy now and blog for the sake of blogging itself. I don’t know what to say anymore. Bahkan skarang gue sendiri jg rada ga ngerti ama apa yg udah gue bilang di atas. It’s 12:23 PM at the moment n gue belum tidur sama sekali dr tadi malam. Moga2 gue ga mati muda gara2 kurang tidur. *en moga2 kuliah baru mulai tgl 8*

~Nothing Takes The Flavor Out of Peanut Butter Quite Like Unrequited Love~

Le sigh………..~
Gue bener2 pengen berangkaaaaat… Preferably Melbourne though.
Life wouldn’t be any better than this. But, I would be more content. No?

I.wanna.be.on.the.go.
Pack.my.things.take.a.flight.and.go.
to.a.new.place.with.a.new.face.

- dan kalo aja mereka ada di sini…

~Lucy In The Sky With Diamond~

p.s = gue bosen.banget! en yes, gue pengen banget jalan2. Tapi bukan brarti pengen ikut takbiran lho, “donk2″! Hahahaha

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you’ll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
IF I SHOW YOU THEN I KNOW YOU
WON’T TELL WHAT I SAID
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead..

Why do you smile
Like you’ve been told a secret
Now you’re telling lies
Cause you have sworn to keep it
But no one keeps a secret
No one keeps a secret

~Coz Everybody Tells~

I have like 3 more assignments need to be hand in by Friday, it means 2 more days OhGodDamnIt! *sigh*
En itu banyak sekaliii okaaay?????!!! Mengingat smua assignmentnya dalam bentuk laporan/makalah/oh whicever name u prefer to call that damn things…
Whoever told me that Ciputra is easy-peasy-lemon-squeezy can go and die now.

Like 2 days ago, I woke up and wished that I could stop all this. Rewind back the time to where gue masi nyantai2…(damn it)(I told u I gonna miss those days!)(damn it)

Sekarang waktu lg ngerjain tugas *please pura2 aja lo ga tau kalo gue skarang lg blogging*, di luar sana ada suara fireworks..perhaps somewhere out there some people are enjoying their time to the fullest while here I am..stuck with assignments *how sad?!*
It makes me miss Melbourne even more *now am being so emo..waduh*.

Why I need to do all these? Why I can’t be back to where I was before? I HATE DOING THESE ASSIGNMENTS AS MUCH AS I LOVE MY NEW CAMPUS… (damn it)(now u know just how much i lve my campus)(damn it). Duuuuh… I wanna watch Gossip Girl! I wanna go to the mall and catch a movie! or maybe a slice of cake will do…! Or maybe just lying on my bed and reread Harry Potter all over again… EVERYTHING BUT THIS!

—————————————(I NEED)T.O.S.T.O.P———————————–

oK..me need to stop whinning.. I am not a crybaby and will never be one (damn it)(hopefully)(damn it). Time to continue my assignments *oh how i hate that word* and start another countdown to this coming Friday =)

In the meanwhile, here’s my prettiest picture EVER!
enjoy ^^

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*me wearing the long cream in colour cardigan*

So pretty coz u can’t see my face.

Bye for now…. whoever you may be. Hope your day’s nicer than mine, though (damn it)(wah, I can be so nice)(damn it)

~To the right and to the left. I’m stuck in the middle~

1. DOWN WITH FLU!
- sialan sekali bukan?! Sekarang bawaannya jadi triple males, badan rasanya lemes en pengen tidur mulu.. padahal tugas yang harus diselesai’in buat UTS *iya,utsnya ada yg take home exam* cukup banyak.. mo mati rasanya (-____-)

2. KONSENTRASI YANG HARUS DIBAGI DENGAN HAL LAEN (sialnya, hal ini ga kalah penting.. or so they said)
- gue ga abis pikir.. what those teachers have in mind?! Entrepreneurial Project 1. Mata kuliah yg satu ini udah cukup, well, menyusahkan. Apalagi kalo kita disuruh ngurusin tugas ini BEFORE en DURING en AFTER UTS!!! Nyari vendor makanan, di mall yg udah terkenal sepi (damn it)(banget)(damn it) dengan harga stand yg ga murah… ITU GA GAMPANG! En nyuruh kita ngomong ke pemilik toko makanan kalo orang2 yg dateng bakal ampe 1000 or okay 2000.. WHO ARE YOU KIDDING???????????????????? As if orang2 ga tau situasi mall itu? EN AS IF ORG2 GA ADA YG TAU TTG EVENT TAON LALU! I don’t hate this subject. I was ok with that. But, nyuruh kita sibuk KE SANA KE MARI nyari vendor,etc waktu lg UTS…isn’t it a bit (damn it)(a bit??!! IT’S WAY!!)(damn it) too much?! Kenapa bukan waktu acaranya aja yg dari awal diada’in lebih lama…hmm, let say tanggal 20an October gitu?? It’s not like we gonna finish our first semester by the end of October anyway. *well, gue masi SINCERELY ngarepin event ini bakal sukses in the end..en ngarepin yg dateng bakal bener2 1000 ampe 2000 orang*

3. HOOKED UP TO GOSSIP GIRL
- So, I bought Gossip Girl a few days back and watched it this evening. I lurve it! Gossip Girl is super duper good. Ya Tuhaaaaan…bagus banget nich movie series. Unlike others who love Nate, I prefer Chuck… keren banget dia keren banget asli keren banget.

*how many wood could a woodCHUCK CHUCK if a woodCHUCK could CHUCK wood?*

I like Blair as well. I kinda understand her attitude towards Serena on the first few episodes. Siapa coba yg ga bete kalo your own bestfriend slept with YOUR VERY OWN boyfriend?! Tapi, gue jg suka ama Nate en Serena en Dan and and and semuanyalah…. this show is good.

*if you want to be part of this world, people will talk eventually and you need to decide if all this is worth it*

Have u ever heard about ‘the right thing at the wrong time’ is the wrong thing? This is one of it. Gue mau UTS en bukannya belajar, malah pengen nonton ini.. *Oh tidak*

Tiga hal di atas, udah cukup jadi “gangguan”…haiz.

O yach, mei…do u know that genit and kalem is actually two different thing? *i read your blog..lol*
En lembeng sudah jelas bukan kata laen dari kalem… Frankly speaking, benernya gue slightly offended waktu beberapa hari yg lalu lo bilang gue lembeng (damn it)(OMG)(damn it)
Not that gue ngerasa lembeng makanya rada tersinggung…tapi, i dislike cewe2 lembeng, and how could u nyamain gue dengan mereka??? (-____________-) *big swt face*
Untung you are cute and baek and enak diajak temenan… so i still sayank u..hahaha *sounds so lesbong..duh*

Udah ah, it’s 1:37 AM rite now and I need to go back to my tugas gila…

ps.donk2 = lose 3 kg/month, how hard could it be? Prepare 10 Cadburry by the end of this year. Jangan lupa yach..el o el.

~Why Waste Precious Time Dreaming When Waking Time Is So Much Better?~

Ga kerasa, bentar lagi udah UTS…hmmm.

Anyway, akhirnya hari ini gue joined UKM jugaa…after half-semester has gone! Better late than never. Barusan ikut UKM dance. and omg I am so STIFF!! (gpp)(damn it)(demi kurus)(damn it)(demi credit points)(damn it).Trus, Sabtu ini rencananya mau ikut UKM Photography (damn it)(bangun pagi di hari Sabtu)(damn it).

O yach, hari ini nyokap ke Makasar en bokap ke Banjarmasin. Di rumah tinggal gue, dd, mbak Erna en Poppy. No clue kapan mereka balik. Sepi juga.

Finally, I am getting bored with those brackets-with-cursing-in-between already. Jadi, mungkin ini the last day gue bakal type kaya gitu. MUNGKIN LHO YACH!

~SEARA~

ALL BUT ONE!

oH My GoD! *I used to wonder why there are some people who love to write LikE tHiS..Apa MerEkA gA saKiT MatA? buAt ACT CUTE kaH? kaLo gA BuAT ACT CUTE trUs bUaT aPa?!*
(or maybe they did it for no reason)(damn it)(just like me and my brackets)(damn it)

Sisa satu tugas lagi yang harus dikumpulin BESOK!
IYA BESOK!
Harus buat laporan sepanjang 7 lembar… lengkap dengan kata pengantar en kesimpulan, juga yang laen2 selayaknya sebuah makalah wahai orang – orang terpelajar di luaran sana *cuih*

Gagal sudah harapan gue buat bersenang2 untuk bersantai2 waktu yang laen lagi berlelah2 *ada yach kata kaya gini?* ngerjain tugas.

inget ini?
“1. Tugasnya banyak! En kalo gue baru ngerjain 1 malem sebelumnya, gue bakal ngerasa diburu-buru ama waktu. HELL IT SURE WILL RUIN MY MOOD! En gue bakal double bete daripada kalo gue harus ngerjain beberapa hari sebelumnya.“

Iyaaa!!! Itu kalimat gue di entry sebelum ini!
En skarang gue bener2 double bete u knoooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOW!

I really need a medium to throw my bete-ness!!!

Gue baru dapet datanya hari ini. Harusnya sich kemaren udah dikirim ama Feli *bukan, bukan gue.. I didn’t send email to myself. She is my classmate.namanya doank yang sama*. Tapi ga tau napa, gue ga dapet tuch data! Truuus, karena kmaren gue juga udah ngantuk banget..akhirnya gue mutusin untuk tidur dari jam 21.30 ampe jam 9.30 besok paginya. Itu juga sempet tidur lagi ampe jam 10.30an. Manteb. Kemarin I sudah pasrah U know!!!

(i haven’t finished laporannya)(damn it!!!!!)(and here I am)(damn it)(BLOGGING)(damn it damn it) *yeah, double cursing in one bracket..wohoooo*

~For my dear Mei, dont u forget to check siapa yg bakal gue pasang di friendster featured friend gue next week.. I’ll featured my boy di sana.. oups, i mean YOURS..hahaha~

ps.hachi2 here WE come